i really hate myself for being useless,i know what is gng arnd me yet i cant do anything , not at all.
i know who needs me but yet i chose not to be there for them cause i hate it when
i start to cherish someone more and never get to be cherished in the end.
i hate it when i cant let go of people and cling on to them,it feels as though
im a pest or smth.
i detest myself for able to feel how people is feeling,like who is upset and not.
i hate myself for being able to see someone through so well, i really really hate myself.
i hate myself for being so complicated yet pretend to be strong on the outside .
i hate it when i pretend to be okay and i know that im not,
i hate it when i know that im the weakest but yet i try to act strong.
i hate it when im weak and cant do anything about it

life is contridicting
but life still goes on.
felicia, you're just you.
lastly, i hate myself for hating myself so much

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