Have you ever tried crying yourself to sleep every night
Have you ever tried praying halfway and tears roll down without a reason
Have you ever wake up at night cause you were crying in your dreams
Have you ever realised that noone in this world knows you deep down
Have you ever realised that noone is there for you
Have you ever felt how it feels when your parents do not know you're scared of the dark since you're a baby, not knowing what you like and dislike.
Have you ever tried being alone in the house everyday
Have you ever tried getting blamed and had to apologise
Have you ever felt the feeling of someone turning it's back against you
Have you ever tried losing someone really important forever
Have you ever felt the feeling of losing trust from important people to you
Have you ever regret not saying sorry to someone who has left the world
Have you ever been bitched and get accused of bitching
Have you ever laugh and cry at the same time
Have you ever realise that you're not important to anyone
Have you ever realise you cannot do anything at all
Have you ever been treated like a trash
Have you ever been treated nice only when they need you
Have you ever been lied to before right infront into your face
Have you ever think about how you treat the people around you

Felicia has been through so much,
and she'll go through even more
life is difficult
but yet, i must still walk on this journey
sometimes i really want to die,
so that i could stop all these
but in the end i think again,
' do i really have that courage?'
the answer is , ' no'

so please, if im not important to you
tell me im not,
if im important to you, let it be
just don't leave me,that is all i ask for

in this world, all humans have two side
one is for the world to see,the other is for themselves
everyone should stop and ponder ,
'which is the real you?'

you might not even know.
for i myself,is not very sure either.

Labels: god give me the courage.